הכרויות סקס|קשר דיסקרטי

I’ve been talking to this man for the past month or so. I came to his city yesterday for a festival this weekend and we finally had the chance to meet in person last night. We meet and conversation is great but his body language is off.

The plan was for him to spend the night with me because he had to get up early for various reasons. I asked him if he was attracted to me (stupid, I know) and that’s when he admitted he was talking to someone else and felt guilty being there with me.

Obviously, we’re done, but I’m just so upset. And not even by the fact that we ended before we started. I’m just so tired of never being picked. How come no one wants me as their first choice? Of course, he left but I couldn’t sleep, and I’ve been crying so hard. Not over him, but the fact that no one I want seems to want me. I don’t even feel like going to the festival today. My depression is at an all time high.